Anonymous …
The door of life was flung open. So excited was I to charge through that portal.
Even better was to get to share it with my best friend, my lover, you.Â
Exciting were the dreams of spending my life and times with you.
Hand in hand we would conquer the world, take no prisoners, have no regrets.
But when I turned to see your smile, you were gone.
You had left my side, and I found myself alone and lost.
I was all alone in the world, spinning into darkness, dealing with a new emptiness.
I found myself screaming into silence, falling into nothingness.
From such highs to a bottom that never seemed to come.
No one was there to wipe my tears from my eyes. So I had to keep them dry.
I had no one to tell my secrets too, so I made none.
Dreams could not be shared with you, so I did not dream them, I had to live them.
When I could not take from you, my only option was to give of myself.
I found myself at my weakest, needing to be at my strongest.
Through all the pain of living, I felt comfort in being alive.
At last I found that in losing you I found my soul.
Not my writing but so fitting for me…
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